Diary Entry; 31st of July

Boring Saturday, we actually planned to go celebrate Phang's birthday today, but then we canceled it because no one can come, churches, leg pain, and last but not least, transport problems. Calvin Tan didn't said he can come either, and we waited a week for him. Geez. Anyways, working on math equation and revising on chapter 2 now. I wonder who can help me with a ride home on Monday due to the photography competition. =/

OOOOH yeah! But this early morning, I had went over to SMI to take photos of the school teachers team. And trust me on this, watching teachers themselves line up like us and them making noise is a hilarious thing. Oh and when Miss Corrinne speaks in Cantonese, she sounds weird. Ah that so remind me of someone else. I'm starting to have interest in NTU's art section. Sounds promising in a way but too bad their alumni list doesn't actually have a list of what their students achieved. Or I just couldn't find it. Singapore huh? Well we'll see.

Oh Dilemma

Sejarah or Maths? I'll reach a conclusion by Sunday night I promise =D I honestly rather not change classes. There are some fine people around where I am, even though there are also people like that in other classes. I'd gotten comfortable here. =D Life's full of sacrifices. Urgh. At least one of the main issue's sub issue is solved, well...I guess solved isn't the best word here, forgiveness and friends maybe.

You and Me, let's dance with Sejarah.

Nothing much today beside that I finally got the t-shirts for the Michaelian Photography club. I also met some awesome Australian that were once Malaysians and got praised by that Australian uncle's brother for being good with english. XD I love being praised. =D Anyways, I feel like dropping maths. Can't stand Chapter 3. Urgggh. Time to discuss with my father, then my class teacher that is Miss Corrinne, and then the big one, Pn.Tan. I really do not want to switch classes. I mean, I love the atmosphere in my class, it's big! It's windy when it's rainy! I laugh at A1 and S3 sadistically when I remember the fact that there's no wind in their class. =D And I like most of the teachers beside a certain few. Such as my PA teacher(duh.) and urgh...hm. Oh yeah, Ratan. Like I'd said, Pn.Ratan's not a bad teacher. It's just that it's probably the way she teaches that doesn't suit students like me. You know? Subjects like maths, it always take the right teacher to teach the right students for it to succeed. Or the student's just super hardworking, which I am not. I can be a big perfectionist most of the time, but I'm lazy. So go figure.

So if we can, I rather not change class just because I'm dropping one subject. I know it's a selfish-ish thing to demand, but man, I'd been in SMI for 10 years already! I don't want to leave it just because I want Seni Visual! Or even move classes for that matter. I want to wear the monitor tie, I didn't get any post in the monitorial board, after my tantrum about it, FINE. But I still love that tie more than any versions of the SMI ties of our current generation! It's an awesome tie. I dare say I'll one day wear a suit, and I'll wear that awesome tie with me proudly.

It's funny isn't it? Life that is, you hated school, you didn't like the uniform, you hated the dressing code and everything there is about it. But then one day, you realize how great it is, you start to miss it once it's over don't you? At least I only realized that I love my school and am super glad that I came to St.Michael after SPM. People only regret and miss things when it's too late don't they? Well, what else did I thought about talking? Ohhh yeah, so anyways. I don't want to change schools or change classes. I like what I have.

Maths and Badminton

Urgh, Ratan's pushing too much and to fast. Demerits for every single work not handed up. Oh c'mon, I understand the theory and concept to how the workings, but when you put me up to it. I can't figure the hell out what am I supposed to do. I was never smart with technical stuff anyways. TOO DAMN much at too short a time for me >_< I don't naturally like math either. I mean, when I get into the mood, I can finish form 4-5 algebras in a short time and love doing it cause I feel badass. But as for now? Argh I'm starting to hate maths. Ratan's not a bad teacher I'd admit, but she's just not the type of teacher that works for me I guess? I'm considering dropping Maths and going for Sejarah. But then, my PP, MUET and Econ teacher's way better than the other class's respective teachers. No offense meant. Besides, my PA teacher is the worst teacher out of every 6 Form teacher I think?

Anyways, at least today we finally got to have fun with badminton. St.John today was surprisingly fun too, I hated it a few weeks ago because I'm too ticklish to do anything, but now, well...I seem to be getting into it even with my issues. Ah oh well. After St.John's First Aid Practices, the leaders had held a short section for suggestions for the usual meetings. I honestly find it fine. Couldn't help but to argue with someone else who was making suggestions though. I honestly see no point in advance notices about what we will be learning on the next practice, we'll learn it when we will learn it. Her other suggestion? Okay, nothing on that.

Anyways, on to Badminton! Highlight of the day I think? Beside the moment when I was standing in math class for not remembering a formula. So we were having fun, Me, Jean were having fun, before the meeting officially starts, a short theory lecture, awesome round with Ivan Tan =D Then it started getting boring when we had to team up and stuff. Chow and the other guy pretty much stole the court. They like to smash too much. Then I got a short time to team up with Jimmy Loh against Chow and Victor I think? It was great =D Chow was smashing a lot as always, then he asked for the court and me and Jimmy pretty much got kicked to the side. So I saw Khor and Jean playing singles. I tagged in and had loads of fun with them. XD.

Gentleman?

Oh trust me, I wasn't trying to be a gentleman this morning at recess. I just didn't want to be the party pooper there when everyone likes her. I mean, I'd probably been a jerk to her, or whatever reasons and things that I don't realize. But whatever, she doesn't want to have anything to do with me so I also will do the same. I'm not gonna be joining any group that has her around cause that will just feel awkward and unpleasant, for both of us. Let by gones be by gones. Oh, and I was joking about how girls are total hypocrites this morning, the joke kinda went like this with me saying all 3 lines;

Girl: Oh my gooood! Her boobs are so big!
Guy: Those are some awesome boobs!
Girl: You FREAKING pervert!

Throwing a Tantrum

No offense and for the record I'm not pissed at anyone but I'm just discontented that I have got no freaking posts from units, sports and the boards. I want to be the head monitor. Duh. I may be egoistic most of the time and I like the fame, but hella yeah I am not ashamed to actually admit and tell people that I want that post rather than say something like "You deserve this post more than anyone! I support you ;)" which is totally bullshit since you want to be the head too. Since we all knew it's gonna be those two who are gonna be the heads ever since he managed to make a speech on the meeting day. I'm just gonna say congratulations and that will be all.

I'd hope that I'll get deputy. Didn't get it either. So much for koko points. It's my first time actually stepping up to be a leader of sorts(for reasons you have no need to know.) so I can't really blame anyone else but my inexperience. But well, fuck this! Anyhow, ignore this. It's just a tantrum, unless your aim was to piss me off, then talk to me about this. Math's as usual, tuition actually helps a lot. Ratan's just not the type of teacher that works for the type of people like me I guess. Form 6's hectic in the form of homeworks and drama whether it's caused by teachers, idiots, love and or jackasses. Off to make some mee to eat. Maggi Mee for late-lunch again. Now would be a great time to learn to cook right?

Auto Cars!!

I was driving my mom's car today. Oh man, the breaks and steering are so sensitive. Nothing like my grandfather's toyota GL. Urgh. I drove from Si Mei back to Bercham. I am starting to think that I like manual cars more ahaha. But it will indeed be easier when I get used to auto cars. Every car feels different from each other anyways. Well, nothing much to say today beside that I didn't do my homework, it's all piled up an I need to do a Malay and English essay in one go and I have to copy off many math questions because Mrs.Ratan is giving way too much homework. I know it's MATHS but geez! A bit too much don't you think?! Urgh, back to work. I don't know why but I sure like the Poker Face cover by Daughtry.

Animax the wapanese channel.

God I hate that channel, how I wish I can cut it and replace it with another channel. ANY other channel. I used to like it since it had some good animes airing, Rurouni Kenshin, Gundams, Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood, Darker Than Black, Hayate The Combat Butler and more but it's annoying how they had changed to become so Japanese-wannabe. Whoever their new management team are, I don't like them. I'm boycotting that channel. Never shall I watch it again. Now they even host korean shows while they call themselves anime providers. How are those two even related? Sure korean shows are good to some people and a lot of girls probably like it, but seriously? I was like "Oh, interesting? A new Animax? Maybe it'll be something good."

At first I thought it sorta shown characteristic by having the same few people do the voice for every single show they dub, but oh geez, it gets so annoying and sometimes the dub is way too far from the original.

And all I got was "We D new Animax DESU! WE Wapanese desuyo!" oh the disappointment. Not to mention that they put advertisements all over my beloved Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood's episodes. Like literately in the middle of the show, white text in the middle of the screen. Now I won't mind if it's about broadcasting errors or breaks for FMAB, but advertisement about how Inuyasha is the best damn anime of 2009? Oh now that just pisses me off two ways. First they disturb my show, now they claim Inuyasha, a lame anime the best damn anime of 2009? I saw a few episodes of it and I'd rather go watch Twilight.

23rd Of July

So I went to Parade to meet up with Seng Hoo there. Oh god, my legs were tired. Really tired, and we stood there to talk while I was holding onto my heavy beg. Then I ended up missing my bus, oh god damn! I dash towards the bus but to no avail. I'm so glad Seng Hoo was still there when I walked back to Parade gasping to breathe. But I'm kinda glad that I did miss the bus. I have met new people and I had fun dissing Twilight in front of a girl. =D Oh and I dared to say Megan Fox is not hot. Oh yes I'm saying it again, Megan Fox's not hot. I like Rihanna and a lot other girls better I think. Then I took a picture of the three of them, Seng Hoo, Pam and the form 5 dude who's name I think is Yuan. Anyhow, it wasn't a very good shot at all. The Sony Alpha DSLRs feels different from the Canon D5000 and D40. Well, I'd got tuition in 2 hours time from now. I wonder how things will go there. I'm kinda tired now though. I think I need more exercise, that running when I was trying to chase the bus really worn me out geez.

A truck

Life's 90% decisions and the rest are bonuses. Everything comes down to the decisions you make either in the past or in the present. I'd been making some pretty bad decisions lately >< Glad I got some bonus to balance it up a tiny bit. Now, time to watch the Music Video for Nobody's Perfect.

The Unfortunate

Today was speech day. Man I wanted to take part in the flower arrangement event. >_< Last year me and Seng Hoo represented the photography club, he said it was for fun. But I did kinda wanted to win. XD But we ended up not getting into the top 20. Some of the other entries were really nice. I came pretty unprepared honestly. Oh me in the past~

Right after recess, an unfortunate lady came to my class with two prefects. She was from the deaf association or something I think. She was selling those stuffed soft toys. They come by every year at SMI. So my class all gathered up RM 1 per person to RM 10 and paid for one of the those toys. I wonder did they made it themselves? Anyways, hm I wonder how should we hang those two twos in the class?

Math Tuition

Okay, found out. Guess I'm going alone though. =/

3 over 34

I'd got 3/34 for the maths Chapter 1 exam paper! I'm so happy! =D

Luxury of that,

Math S Exam

Well god damn, I'm gonna score this paper with a flying and colorful ZERO!! *sighs* I need tuition and more focus on this. These situations that are currently going on, they must not continue or else it'd be better if I had went to college instead. I guess I lost much touch on Math next to the fact that I'd never studied Add Maths before. I'm just not the technical and calculative type of people. x.x

Hm, tomorrow's my duty date huh? Gonna be the treasurer and relax tomorrow cause I need a break from this wild train ride of a life. One step at a time suddenly feels so slow and not good enough doesn't it?

Bleh.

Oh well, no excuses.

My Nameless Friend's Story.

So this is a little story a "childhood" friend of mine written. It's a story about this "childhood" friend of mine I guess, we'd been close friends since we were born XD. So I guess it's natural this friend of mine is trying to reach out to the world through me. That's probably why this "childhood" friend of mine wrote this.

I studied in St.Michael, I used to be a shut-in but only in Form 3 did I realize that I was a complete stuck-up spoiled brat. Two years have I wasted where I could have embraced better memories with my friends if I wasn't hiding in a shell, but alas time never turn back for anyone but the Prince Of Persia. We're the best of friends indeed, the only thing that's left of our friendship is but pieces and calling it the good old days. We had never gotten back together ever since Form 3. But I cherished those times anyways, it was fun with them, and I could open up to one of the members of the group since so to speak, I idolize him now. Who I want to become sometimes so desperately I forgot who I myself was until about a year ago. But it was never successful in all it's glory since I'd always hid myself behind a superiority complex in form 4 to 5. Never letting anyone reach out to me. I only reach out to others when I can't handle the loneliness anymore, specifically a friend who I got on the wrong foot with in form 3 and also the man who I admire to become like in one way or another.

Somehow I just started to become better friends with the first guy through music. Even to this day I still share my problems with him, he's majoring in...let's just say specializing in reading into the mind of humans and understanding how it works. I am trying to be a more open book now though, it's why I'm writing up this and requesting Kyle to post it up on his blog. But it's not like the wind's helping me out though, it just tries to blow me away most of the time when I am in reach of the top.

My parents are divorced due to misunderstandings and my mom and grandfather are basically enemies to their deaths, my grandfather's a complete paranoia jackass due to his kidney failure and I'm labeled as "the useless grandson" on his list. Really, I think being an omnipotence being is the only way to completely pleases them. It's why I can easily relate myself to K.

I'm now studying in form 6, it sure wasn't my first choice though, I'd be happy to go to The One college I would had gone to if I had the money. But, I can't say that I am not happy with my life in Form 6 either, even though I have to struggle with a subject that I have no basics in, I'd managed to see other sides of people, of myself, and also manage to forge new friendships that I thought were never possible to begin with, with new people I'd never met before or with people who I never had gotten to see their other sides. Perhaps you could say that I'm trying my best now to crawl out of the damn cave that I was stuck in, and through that process, hopefully, some who I had interacted with in the process of climbing are gonna start climbing like me too, regardless of how different their problems are.

Some of them really opened my eyes, some pisses me off, one really pisses me, some are making me push myself to be more leader-like. Some got me to decide something I'd been hesitating to make a decision about, a certain few gave me new meanings to old words such as "friendship" and they also gave me a new perspective on life. To those certain few, I thank you people for being part of my life even if it doesn't mean much to you. Had I felt so comfortable calling people as my bros and sis when we aren't related by blood? Had I really felt that people really meant those words when they say "You guys like my brothers you know?" No, not really. At least not until now.

And that's the end of it, I'm guessing I'm one of the "certain few?" since he asked me to post this?? I'm not being perasaan lol. =D Anyways, I cannot release my friend's name because he doesn't really have one. I don't interact with this friend of mine in school at all and neither do I ever talk about him, so you can't figure it out from me either. But do my childhood friend a favor, if you have guesses and or think you got the right answer, send me a private message on Facebook or text my cell. He doesn't want his name to show up in regards to personal stories of his, baby steps to being more open I guess? Ahaha.

Invisible Wall~

So I was on photography duty today, with people who's name I don't really care to remember. Well yeah, kinda felt an invisible wall there. I only talked to the Uppersixes on duty and Brother Matthew. There was the occasion where I dropped the lens cover and N said "Oh don't worry, it's just the cover, it's very cheap." and I said "yeah yeah yeah, it's cheap cheap cheap." Wait, was he even on duty today? Oh well. The results for the Living Heritage competition's finally posted, but us LSA3s already knew it beforehand anyways. =w= I got second~!! Koko points are mine =D Now for the petrol money from the whole driving to go sell drama deal.

17 Again review

So I'd watched another western movie. Not much of a surprise isn't it? XD. Anyways, Zac Efron seems to be the actor, to be honest I didn't really recognize him. I'm kinda a sucker for slick of life movies when it comes to real life shows. But I really hate chinese tvb drama shows with a passion. Anyways, it's about a guy who's getting into a divorce given a second chance in life to set things straight. It's a bit on the funny side and kind entertaining. It's rated 18 on HBO, but there's just kissings and a tiny bit of violence involved, the show dealt with family issues(obviously)and sex and relationships I guess. I don't really think there's anything else to say about it really. Not a bad watch. At least I don't regret watching it.

I had a long chat with Seng Hoo just now and currently, I think I have a good idea for some pictures, time to start drawing =w=

Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood review

64 episode in total. 13 more episodes than the first FMA anime. What can I say? None of the animes really captured the feel of the manga completely. I really love the songs it had offered, especially since I actually sing along with those songs if you know what I mean. Anyways, the animation on FMAB is top notch I'd gotta say. Nothing much beats it so far. It's a big improvement from the first FMA anime. The lack of bold art lines really makes it look good. Some of the scenes from the manga were translated pretty well into the anime.

But here's where the trouble comes in about it, the manga had a lot of moments where the super-deformed face and funny moments happened. In FMAB, many of the funny moments felt super forced and were interrupting some serious situations. I really hated that. Also, sometimes the super deformed faces just seems out of place when used, especially compared to the artwork in FMAB. FMAB isn't what I'll call exactly a cartoony-style show artwork wise. Some of the important events were either skipped or the anime failed to deliver the same amount of importance and impact to the audiences. I honestly think that they shouldn't had rushed the starting point of the show since both the Chimera Girl and Hughes didn't left much of an impact on the anime as compared to the manga and the first FMA anime. The last stand against Father was kinda disappointing as well. Especially when Edward delivered that kick that forced Father to block it with his own hands. There wasn't any impact to that scene at all honestly. The anime kinda moves at a very fast-pace that doesn't leave you much time to breath too. Guess they wanted to reduce the numbers of episodes. But man, it won't had hurt to push it up a few episodes if it means we get breath a bit. The fight scenes are definitely handled very well though.

But oh well, at least the bgms can get you into the mood. The opening and ending songs were all awesome. All of them. The videos are also pretty nice, though I'm a bit surprised that the last OP, Rain by SIDAgain!? Where's my Larc En Ciels!?)didn't had any fighting in it. It's a FMA tradition to have fight scenes in OPs and or EDs!! The ending songs as well as the videos are all about slideshows of pictures of Resembool, Edward, Winry, Alphonse and Hohenhiem. Most anyways. Shunkan Sentimental would be the only fast going song I think. One of the ED focused on WInry, it was a rap song but the ED are generally either bittersweet or sad-ish. The OP are more energetic and about struggling and not giving up.

I'm not entirely satisfied with the ending however. As in the same ending in FMA's manga. I mean, Mustang still doesn't get to be the Fuhrer. Everyone else seems to be having a happy ending. Edward's love confession to Winry was funny and stupid, and oh wow, he sure is a hell lot taller than Winry. Greed's death was surprisnigly more depressing than in the manga. All in all, I guess it's an happy ending. I'll give Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood a 9.5/10.

Decade Gunshot X Violin

So I'd finally gotten to do something for Decade that is look-able. Too bad I didn't do it in wallpaper size though. Then again, I just didn't knew it wasn't on wallpaper size. XD



and the link on dA.
http://de-cade.deviantart.com/art/Decade-Gun-170769161

Well, I'm not too sure what to think about this one. I don't really think it's bad, but I don't think it's my best one out there. The issue for the photography-club is finally done. I'd got my beloved figurines into my family of figurines. I'm satisfied, but I still feel empty~ and I have decided to drop my violin course~

SIC Kamen RiderDark Kiva and IXA

So you guys probably noticed me saying "I love you~" and stuff on Facebook. XD. Most if all not of those are about this. My two new members in my collection. SIC Volume 54 Kamen Rider Dark Kiva and Kamen Rider IXA. They have very good articulation, awesome design, beautiful sculpting and they are super photogenic. They don't look as good in real life to be honest. XD. There are a few accessories for it and the price for this set amounts to RM 230. Which is RM 115 per figure. I'll leave the pictures to do the rest of the talking;



















and you can look at the rest on my Facebook account or on my photobucket.
http://s11.photobucket.com/albums/a175/TyCKenshin/Kamen%20Rider%20SIC/?start=0

2 In 1 Friday Afternoon Party!

Today is Neoh's birthday and Sze Ling's official final day at SMI. We finally decided to go to Ipoh Parade to eat and have fun after a whole big dilemma between going to Parade or McD. So after school today, we gathered up and all went to Parade. Sadly only Sze Ling and Neoh's the only girls. Yoon, Chow and a few others too had came to Parade a sort while after me, Neoh and Sze Ling got to parade. Eating at Mary's Brown was filled with laughs. We found out that Alan and co. ditched us when we got to parade though, that probably made Sze Ling so so so sad~ ahaha. Two others had also joined my class. Wow, my class had suddenly became so big. >_<

Phang and Yik Ken gave Neoh a birthday present and gave Sze Ling a giant size farewell present. Wow, never knew they were willing. I mean, I only have gotten to know them this year. This just proves that all science stream guys are stuck up jackass theory wrong XD. I kinda regret not getting to know you guys, but oh well. The past's the past, can't change it and I'd got to make the best out of the rest of my life. =D It took some convincing to make Sze Ling bowl with us though, since she didn't knew everyone else that were present. XD Damn Chow sang a chinese song about "waiting for you" while we were on the escalator after I got done with convincing the girls. Anyways, after having our laughs and jokes at Mary's Brown, we went up to play 2 games of bowling while yoon's group played 3 games. I usually get tired on the second lol. When I went over to Yoon's lane, it was funny since at that moment he missed on both of his turns. XD

I was the highest scorer on the team I'd played on, yay! The group consist of me, Yik Ken, Sze Ling and Neoh. While the other had Phang, Ivan Tan, Chow and Wong Joe Han. I was the only one who I didn't managed to get a strike. ;_; But well, after bowling we all went shopping before Derek and Yeo, the two from Alan's group came suddenly and say they will tag along with us. What the hell happened to them anyways? O_o' then as usual, I get a car ride back home thanks to Sze Ling, today's the last day that I'll be able to get an early ride back home unless Nat brings her car, which she sometimes doesn't on Friday.

Haha, today was definitely a blast! But at the same I guess it's kinda bittersweet. We're one person less in LSA3. New members doesn't count as replacements cause there aren't gonna be any replacement for anyone. I wonder how the atmosphere around my class would be like now that we don't have Sze Ling around anymore. I hope it doesn't change much. It'd definitely feel different. But we gotta continue on still; "Don't cry because it's over, cry and then smile because it had happened, even if it was for a short and limited time." Guess that's my own personalized version of the original quote "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it had happened." XD. Hey, if I myself don't cheer up and smile, I won't be able to keep my promise I'd made to someone in the past would I? =)

I also met Kevin Teoh again today, god it took me few seconds staring at him to recognize that he is who he was! You'd changed quite a bit dude! Even your voice's different, I wonder why other people's voices are still the same! Lol, wish we could had talked a bit more though.

Lame day.

Go to school, come back from school. Nothing fun happened, math still being a total bitch that can't be understood. Yeah, what a great day.

Time is not measurable

Amazing isn't it? Form 6 really feels so different than the other forms. Through sweat and blood we all suffered through staying awake to listen and play in class to annoy the teacher, and suddenly we reached form 3, sadly I was more or less a fool and wasted 2 years worth of time to hang with you guys. Ah man, so I only had one year where we all were really friends, with all the dramas counted still, it was one of my funnest years in SMI. You people were and still are awesome. ;D

Then the form 4 and form 5 years, not to say that I screwed it all up, but well, there's reasons why I wanted to cut ties with my form 4-5 casual classmate team we had formed, but I'll talk about that later if I feel like it. So form 3 easily wins over this. Now is Lowersix and so far, wow, I never knew I'll become such great friends with so many people. I'd never imagined it like I'd mentioned it a few times before already on the blog. I'm trying to be less of an introvert and open the book. I'd closed it up too tight for too long. Lol, come to think of it, I wonder how things would had gone if I did get into the science stream in the very first place in Form 4, perhaps I would had made great friends with a few people. Who's to say that won't be possible anyways?

Time's not measurable at all, argh. In 3 years time, I wasted two years being a super stuck up emo, then one year as an emo, but I'd made great friends. Then 2 years being an introvert tightly closed book. And then just by this year, I'd met people who call me their brother and who I feel comfortable sharing and giving back such feelings as well(It'd been a long while since Form 3, the number's doubled. Aha.) I'm glad I'd gotten to know you guys, now I have brothers and sisters. ;D

Okay, so there are other factors that determines how things can go. But my point's still there isn't it? XD. So yeah, I guess this is just another one of my self reflecting diary entries. That's what a diary is for anyways, and it also seems that I tend to reflect upon things when it rains. Oh yeah, my ex was hanging around with who I was hanging around with, the Phang and co. today and I totally did the "I'm ignoring your existence" thing while still chatting with everyone. Aweeeessooommmee~

SMI Open Day !!

DSLR!! Oh baby~ I'd never seen someone with your body~ Anyways, so today is SMI's open day for the whole school beside the lowersixes. The prefects have to be on duty to guide the parents while the monitors were supposed to be on duty, but then on the last minute they said "Oh no need." I'm sure many are glad of that. XD. Well, either way it was the same for me anyways. I was on duty for phototaking of the whole Open Day today with Mun Mun. =D It was great fun while it lasted, but the moment we stopped, oh man, it's tiresome as well. == But it was worth it to be given permission to actually run around the whole school though. XD First Miss Corrinne asked me to get a small camera from Mr.Liew, but then it seems that he didn't bring his small one so he gave me his D5000. Miss Corrinne quickly told me not to use that one since it was around RM5000 to RM6000. XD So everything went smoothly until Brother Mathew gave Mun Mun a camera and we got confused over which camera was which. Well, glad that ended without misunderstandings. XD.

Hm, Nicholas Chong huh? I'd knew him since Standard 4, but we never talked ever since Stanrdard 6, his voice still sounds the same to me, ahaha fun to know that that very old group of ours still has two of us left in SMI, even though we don't even acknowledge the fact that we know each other. Or I just have a better memory of stuff like this. XD It was both cute and funny to see Mun Mun playing and poking at the fish tank inside the LaSalle Centre. LOL.

Needa step it up.

Shit's just got real.

A new week, a new stude- oh wait.

Well some of us thought that our class would have some new people coming in today, but it ended with nobody coming into our class, since our's are basically "full." Lol. I can't say if I'm happy or sad about that :( But the good news is, it seems that every who were going emo for the past weeks had seem to returned to normal, but now another wave seems to coming I think? One of my classmate's who wasn't affected last week seems sorta down today for some odd reasons. It's also Yoke Mei's birthday today, lol. We didn't do any staying back for eating or anything, but just eat muffins at the canteen during recess, it didn't really hit me till after school just while hitching another ride home on Sze Ling's car now that I thought "oh, why didn't we have a stay back and eat or something? It's her birthday after all." . I was really out of synch with Vivian and Tan when we were wishing Yoke Mei happy birthday when I just stood there and smiled while the others were clapping and singing. I'd never really gotten to like singing the song "Happy Birthday." I didn't event say Happy Birthday ><

Sze Ling gave me an interrogation-ish section during the ride home too. :( Anyways, all things aside, I'm glad that what I imagined might had happened didn't happened. And oww, duty time tomorrow as photographers for the SMI Open Day and my partner's Mun Mun =D. Lol, it seems I unintentionally ditched Neoh because I was stationed with her. >_<" Calvyn!! When can you confirm are you gonna go watch Toy Story with us this saturday?!

I'd got "nothing" to lose!

I just watched a comedy movie just now entitled "Nothing to lose." It seems to be a 1997 film remastered and has very very good quality. It's not the best damn thing out there, but it sure is crazy, fun, very laughable and crazy. Okay, maybe not as crazy as animes and all that. But still crazy nevertheless. I'd laughed through the whole show, and I'm the type that frown at Chinese comedy shows. So yeah, I think it's pretty good. Basically, it's a story about a goody-goody CEO white guy, Nick Beam who loves his wife and discovered that his wife is cheating on him. He saw her having sex with another guy in his room, so he drove off into the streets, a black guy T.Paul tried to rob him but it resulted in Nick going crazy and driving his car into traffic and all that stuff.

You should watch the rest yourself so that it won't ruin most of the fun. I honestly enjoyed it thoroughly. It does end with a very predictable happy ending and the white guy has a pretty predictable personality of those goody-goody-two shoes, the events also end up being light hearted at the very end, but oh well. If you want something dark, go watch Black Lagoon, loli vampire sex slaves, a drinking nun that shoot at people with guns, a hot red head Chinese girl with two pairs of gun, a guy who reminds you of Barrel from FF7, drugs, crimes and all that.

But really, somehow it just doesn't make you feel tired of it with this one movie. For more info on this you can read it here. http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0119807/ and no, it's not a black and white flick, I don't know why the pictures on it are black and white.

KAMEN RIDER W : Forever! A to Z; Gaia Memory of Fate!!

Kickass trailer! Skull?! Weather!? Hot Heat Dopant!! Cyclone Dopant!! Trigger dopant owning Accel!!? Kamen Rider Joookah!! Kamen Rider(?) Eternal!? Philip seeming to be brain washed! Joker Rider Kick!! OMFG FANGASM!

I'm gonna be expecting a lot from this. W has never disappointed. The second song playing on the trailer is also pretty awesome. The second part of the trailer is the trailer for Goseiger and eh...I can't say I really care that much about Goseiger. I'd heard others said that it's a pretty oldschool feel heavy show, but I just can't keep up with the inconsistency in it. Anyways, back to the main focus of this blog entry.

Based on the title of the movie for Kamen Rider W. I'm expecting something that has to do with the determination of the heroes, life and death decisions and the will to continue to be the hero. Like how Batman Forever was like? Well, at least that's what I think anyways. I certainly hope that it can dark in that sense though. I wonder why Eternal is called a Kamen Rider, he may had claimed to be a Kamen Rider himself, but he's a villain, Kamen Rider is a title given to heroes who ride bikes, kickass with the bike, look awesome on the bike, is riding under a mask and is a person who is willing to sacrifice himself or herself to save the world. I hope Shotarou's going to get mad at Eternal for calling himself a Kamen Rider. Based on the show itself, I don't think the new writers and crew will make the same mistakes as the previous series that came before W.

Life Is...A Soap Opera

I'd never ever wanted to come for Form 6. I hated school life. I'd lost more time than I can ever make up for, and to add to that I'm still a semi-closed book. But now that I reminisce about it. I'm glad of the stuff that had happened. It's what made me who I am, for better or worse I don't care. Friends came and go. New bonds were forged, and chains were broken off. Life's but a giant soap opera. I'm exposed to the side of people who I never knew existed while I do the same to the others. Although it is actually too late for an unnamed few people. People who I never expected I'll become companions with suddenly are one of the close friends of mine, and people who I thought we'll forever hang together are now a distant past. Next to the friendship arcs I guess there would be the family arc. Be it short or long, tragic or happy huh? Right between those is the love arc, there are so many things that can either make you or break you in life, and all 3 arcs are basically part of those. I'm glad I'm not totally broken at the least, by now I bet majority of the people around here had probably gone through or are going through those arcs. Though it's not like it'll ever end anyways. It's easy to relate one's life to that of an soap opera isn't it?

I guess this is kinda why I made a wallpaper out of photos I took in my class. Advance sorries for those who are not inside the photo, most noteable would be Sze Ling and the new students. I took this when Sze Ling wasn't around and you guys haven't transferred over yet. Let's hope that we can have some fun memories to keep when we get through Form 6. We probably had a rough start especially me who didn't like anyone, haha, I guess I was a bit of a prejudice. But now we all really gotten along with each other very well haven't we? =) Beside one guy, but nobody cares about him anymore anyways.


If by any chance photobucket isn't working, feel free to get the full sized version over at Deviantart; www.de-cade.deviantart.com.

I certainly need to get back in touch with designing. Just you people wait. One day, I'll become famous. And I'll treat whoever I can still consider as friends at that time to a feast! Especially the girls! I really gotta thank people for sparking my inspiration and determination back on track too. Aside from that, I really want to be someone's pillar of support right now, regardless of am I powerless to do so or not. I may be a fool that rushes, but I'll make it work somehow soon. I finally have friends who I know are there to support me for that. It's even more amazing to think that they are gonna support me rather than to compete with me so or so they claim. ;P

I'm not going to say the names of my friends since I think they know who they are, We are very close too when it comes to positions, the irony just keep thickening does it not? :D I used to have been using a Kadoya Tsukasa mask as my front in the last two years. I guess with me trying to be less of a closed-book, I'd became more like Hidari Shotarou. Hey, if you're ever interested, just google out their personality, I'm not gonna state everything. =)

Heh, now that I think about it. I'd been blogging a lot too. Well, it makes sense since I take blogs as a diary. That's why I have a private one. XD

One Piece! Movie 9! Review!

I'm glad I'd downloaded 9 instead of any others. So I found out that each movie is a rehashing of the story with all other cast members that exists currently in the manga to be involved in meeting the one friend that they have yet to meet. In this case of Movie 9, Chopper was the one that the crew has yet to meet, but Franky and Thousand Sunnies' already there. I gotta say, I don't really like it much, it's boring as a movie. I mean, I'd watched that through around 10 episodes and around 15 chapters of the manga. So yeah, just adding Franky and an short awesome fight didn't really help much to make the movie interesting. I finished the movie in two sittings. Usually I finish my movies in just one go. I never pause, cause the mood would be gone. Hm, come to think of it I also didn't really felt the impact as much as I'd felt in the manga about the events of the Chopper Arc. I'm not going to check out the other movies there are before Movie 9(I bet a Franky movie is gonna be supah! boring.). Movie 10 seems promising, since Brook is there already, and it doesn't seem like a rehash or rewrite of past events with every character thrown inside.

Man, there goes my idea of an awesome fight between Luffy and Ace. I got that idea since the Save The World OP had a scene where it seem like Luffy was going to fight against Ace. But I guess I read that part wrong? Raja said a scanlator did something wrong by translating the word "nakama" but I see nothing wrong with that. Honestly, dude do you really need to use japanese terms to show the meaning of the word? That doesn't really make much sense since both "friends" and "crew" are what "Nakama" means. Then again, I used to be a wapanese so I can't really be talking about others for that. x.x Aha, I used to be japanized, now I'm a self-proclaimed westerner born Chinese in Malaysia with Chinese blood-related parents.

But the good thing about this is that One Piece's not getting boring. Bakuman's getting super boring, the small suspend is lost once again now that they are published once again. It can only be so entertaining for a while. Might as well make tutorial videos or something if you plan to write about everything in your opinion regarding drawing comics. Writing a manga about writing manga that is so long without the story progressing much is not the most entertaining thing man. There's nothing much that will keep you waiting for the next release. I just go "Oh, so a new chapter of Bakuman? Might as well go read it since I'd followed it till now." whenever I see a new release. I don't even try to keep track of it. Just make it end it by jumping through time or something.

MSN is becoming useless for me since nobody ever talks to me on MSN anymore.

I GOT RUSTY!!

My senses for designing's definitely gotten rusty. == It'd been a bad week this week and I'm sure so many others would agree to this. So much drama all around. Okay, it's not full blown dramas, but pieces by pieces if you put em together. It's amazing how the hate for that person grows so fast to that even other classes know that the whole class hates that person lmao. Ah epic drama. I'd also found myself to be singing and listening to Glee's Neil Patrick Harrison and the main protagonist of Glee's cover of Dream On by Aerosmith. Awesome sound. Barney is so awesome, he sings, he acts, he dances and he does magic tricks! I'mma go gay for that =D

Lookie here. My latest work next to my school's Photography Club's T-shirt(which I'm not too happy with, feels a bit too plain honestly, but if I go further the cost for the t-shirt raises. x.x ) It took 3 tries to get it to be okay-ish. God, maybe I should get back into tagging and then move back up to this. Then again...nah. I'll keep pushing forward with this! Gotta lose to know how to win~ I'm not giving up on designing anymore~


I just noticed that I saved the original with the S still in Tear. Dammit!! The preview version which is half the size has the correct name. NUUUUU!! I'm too lazy to edit it again. I'm done for today == I'm still twitching with the club t-shirt. I better not do anything too fancy. I already decided not to do something like a cross across the whole shirt. XD

EDIT - God I just tagged this post with Tears instead of Tear. *Facepalmsigh*

Oh! Lucky!

_< After two meh-days, I found RM30 while going to the toilet on the stairs(it's not your's anymore, finders keepers). I love my bladder~ Now if only I can trade that luck for something else. Then we'd settled the 6 Form shirt, only Yoke Mei and one of the new girls haven't paid up for it. So they'll pay by Monday and it's all done. =D I originally asked Nat to give me a ride home today but she wasn't too sure if she could. So I tried asking Sze Ling telling her that if Nat can't give me a ride, could she? XD In the end she gave me another ride home again along with Vivian after me, Neoh and Vivian went for a short walk to the canteen and then back. XD I didn't want to wait till 1.45pm at MC then go home. There's nothing to do around there and most importantly, there's no one to talk to around there AT ALL! I can't stand waiting alone without talking to at least someone ==

A bad night followed by a bad day

This type of updates aren't recommended to be read. If you do read, I'll stab you to death in your sleep.


Today wasn't so good either. I slept real late yesterday. I was getting sleepy on PP and half asleep during math class. I'd asked a friend of mine to drive me home and I fell asleep when we were round Jusco's corner. I'm tired ==" Worst of all would be that I didn't get to meet her today.

Fuck it!

Read and I stab you to death.



Drove to Fatimah Hospital and stayed there from 7pm to 8.fucking30pm. Drive back home, eat, and it's 9.fucking30pm. At 10.30pm, I drove to Fatimah again until 12.10am, then drove back and now it's 12.46am. I took 3 fucking shower because I took my night shower, only to change into casual wear, get too sweaty for sleep, and repeat the process. FML. Did I mention that all the time spent waiting were in the car in Fatimah's car park? FML. When the fucking hell will you guys realize that I'm not a sadistic monster or that I'm not an emotionless robot?!