Joy In Comiking

Oh I just love it when I get compliment in real life about my comic when a person really read it.:D But more often then not people only give me vague, general description and compliments. Haven't come across anyone who can actually comment and give constructive criticism on it. The others who read comics or draw in form 6? Eh, don't know em well so all I get are gonna be general responds like "Not bad," "Hey, you drew this yourself? Not bad, o.o" and that's pretty much it and I never get responds from some others.

Been listening to Elvis's songs again, K-box sucks for having just 3 Elvis Presley songs. Bah. Net speed still not improving, damn streamyx, assholes. Now, maths I can't with all the e^x and ln and logs and crap. It's just so much harder to absorb than mod maths it seems. Bleh, Gonna ask the others how to do it tomorrow. Gonna draw a picture for a friend for now.

13th of October

Countdown to exams. Pretty close, but I don't feel like studying at all. Damn. Seems like everyone's feeling like quitting form 6. Perhaps this is the feeling of fighting a losing war eh? Anyways, I think I'm starting to get back my feelings for drawing and stuff. I haven't really been feeling it. I wanna draw some realistic stand alone portraits actually. My comic, A Knight's Requiem's birthday's drawing near as well. I need some help to do a photo of me looking like a vampire to celebrate it's 1 year anniversary. =) Time passes by so damn fast huh? Recently, I'd started talking to Maria again, but I doubt anyone who reads this blog knows who she is. An oversea friend if you guys must know. =)

Well, gotta fight the fight now! Nothing much happened at school today, but I sure as hell like Differentiation more than Functions on Maths S. Which are Chapter 7 and Chapter 6. Function can go die for all I care. >:(

Livelier!!

Sia joined the Maths tuition class I'd been going to for a few times already. Aha! The place feels a bit more livelier now! I actually interacted with others that I don't know. Yays! Hell, I don't feel like I belong in the class for every single second I sit there. Everyone's a science streamer, or at least had been one. Nobody to share the pain of being a pure art-streamer with no add maths basics with me. Bleh. Not to mention I'd noticed a few weeks back that someone I never planned on meeting again goes for tuition there. Talk about coincidences, not to mention she's from the same school too, now. Life can be a pretty big mean bitch sometimes eh? Oh well. I'd already moved past that, don't plan to look back any time soon, as if there's any reasons or meaning to look back anyways. :D

Anyhow, hm. It's hard to imagine you know? We were wearing blue pants, then suddenly we started wearing green. God, it felt sorta weird. But then suddenly...everyone started wearing jeans at colleges, black pants at work and white pants in Form 6. I'd never expect myself to wear white pants to school, really! Still a bit hard to believe once I pause and take a look. Who'd imagine me of all people would go for Form 6 out of my own volitional eh? I'd got some pretty nice things happening I guess, but it has it's bitter side too. Hmp. But oh well, who cares anymore? Anyways, school's full of drama. Be it love, rumors or gossips, fights, arguments, teachers, douchebags, people in general. Well it's not like anywhere else's different right?

Gonna go hang out with Sam and the others tomorrow, it'd been a long time.

Music boxes.

Though I'd said I'm moving on, I can't help but to wonder if the music box we once tried to built could had play a beautiful melody if we only we had held on regardless of the splinters.

I'm feeling a bit melodramatic today it seems. Sorta. I think. Hm, got an "important haircut" today. Gotta find time to camwhore tomorrow. After all, no pictures equals to lies when it comes to the internet. Hopefully I'll have enough time to finish up all the math questions Pn.Ratan gave us. Argh, I really don't feel like going to school on monday. But I want a damn full attendance certificate. Oh the damn dilemma. Nothing much happened today for me to blog about. Oh well. Laters.

I love the way you lie

Today's title is another awesome song by Eminem. =D An abusive boyfriend huh? Hmp. Anyways!

Today's group study went well. Kinda, okay. There were more chatting than Wee Mun and Ivan teaching, but still! We learned a bit!! XD I went and had two talks with Pn.Tan and unfortunately, she's not allowing any exceptions or any ways for me to go drop maths and take up Seni Visual. Oh well, guess we just gotta fight the fight. And now I'm considering to take up Seni Visual as my 5th subject. That's all for today I guess. Had lots of fun. =D

Oh Dilemma

Sejarah or Maths? I'll reach a conclusion by Sunday night I promise =D I honestly rather not change classes. There are some fine people around where I am, even though there are also people like that in other classes. I'd gotten comfortable here. =D Life's full of sacrifices. Urgh. At least one of the main issue's sub issue is solved, well...I guess solved isn't the best word here, forgiveness and friends maybe.

Maths and Badminton

Urgh, Ratan's pushing too much and to fast. Demerits for every single work not handed up. Oh c'mon, I understand the theory and concept to how the workings, but when you put me up to it. I can't figure the hell out what am I supposed to do. I was never smart with technical stuff anyways. TOO DAMN much at too short a time for me >_< I don't naturally like math either. I mean, when I get into the mood, I can finish form 4-5 algebras in a short time and love doing it cause I feel badass. But as for now? Argh I'm starting to hate maths. Ratan's not a bad teacher I'd admit, but she's just not the type of teacher that works for me I guess? I'm considering dropping Maths and going for Sejarah. But then, my PP, MUET and Econ teacher's way better than the other class's respective teachers. No offense meant. Besides, my PA teacher is the worst teacher out of every 6 Form teacher I think?

Anyways, at least today we finally got to have fun with badminton. St.John today was surprisingly fun too, I hated it a few weeks ago because I'm too ticklish to do anything, but now, well...I seem to be getting into it even with my issues. Ah oh well. After St.John's First Aid Practices, the leaders had held a short section for suggestions for the usual meetings. I honestly find it fine. Couldn't help but to argue with someone else who was making suggestions though. I honestly see no point in advance notices about what we will be learning on the next practice, we'll learn it when we will learn it. Her other suggestion? Okay, nothing on that.

Anyways, on to Badminton! Highlight of the day I think? Beside the moment when I was standing in math class for not remembering a formula. So we were having fun, Me, Jean were having fun, before the meeting officially starts, a short theory lecture, awesome round with Ivan Tan =D Then it started getting boring when we had to team up and stuff. Chow and the other guy pretty much stole the court. They like to smash too much. Then I got a short time to team up with Jimmy Loh against Chow and Victor I think? It was great =D Chow was smashing a lot as always, then he asked for the court and me and Jimmy pretty much got kicked to the side. So I saw Khor and Jean playing singles. I tagged in and had loads of fun with them. XD.

Math Tuition

Okay, found out. Guess I'm going alone though. =/