Life Is...A Soap Opera

I'd never ever wanted to come for Form 6. I hated school life. I'd lost more time than I can ever make up for, and to add to that I'm still a semi-closed book. But now that I reminisce about it. I'm glad of the stuff that had happened. It's what made me who I am, for better or worse I don't care. Friends came and go. New bonds were forged, and chains were broken off. Life's but a giant soap opera. I'm exposed to the side of people who I never knew existed while I do the same to the others. Although it is actually too late for an unnamed few people. People who I never expected I'll become companions with suddenly are one of the close friends of mine, and people who I thought we'll forever hang together are now a distant past. Next to the friendship arcs I guess there would be the family arc. Be it short or long, tragic or happy huh? Right between those is the love arc, there are so many things that can either make you or break you in life, and all 3 arcs are basically part of those. I'm glad I'm not totally broken at the least, by now I bet majority of the people around here had probably gone through or are going through those arcs. Though it's not like it'll ever end anyways. It's easy to relate one's life to that of an soap opera isn't it?

I guess this is kinda why I made a wallpaper out of photos I took in my class. Advance sorries for those who are not inside the photo, most noteable would be Sze Ling and the new students. I took this when Sze Ling wasn't around and you guys haven't transferred over yet. Let's hope that we can have some fun memories to keep when we get through Form 6. We probably had a rough start especially me who didn't like anyone, haha, I guess I was a bit of a prejudice. But now we all really gotten along with each other very well haven't we? =) Beside one guy, but nobody cares about him anymore anyways.


If by any chance photobucket isn't working, feel free to get the full sized version over at Deviantart; www.de-cade.deviantart.com.

I certainly need to get back in touch with designing. Just you people wait. One day, I'll become famous. And I'll treat whoever I can still consider as friends at that time to a feast! Especially the girls! I really gotta thank people for sparking my inspiration and determination back on track too. Aside from that, I really want to be someone's pillar of support right now, regardless of am I powerless to do so or not. I may be a fool that rushes, but I'll make it work somehow soon. I finally have friends who I know are there to support me for that. It's even more amazing to think that they are gonna support me rather than to compete with me so or so they claim. ;P

I'm not going to say the names of my friends since I think they know who they are, We are very close too when it comes to positions, the irony just keep thickening does it not? :D I used to have been using a Kadoya Tsukasa mask as my front in the last two years. I guess with me trying to be less of a closed-book, I'd became more like Hidari Shotarou. Hey, if you're ever interested, just google out their personality, I'm not gonna state everything. =)

Heh, now that I think about it. I'd been blogging a lot too. Well, it makes sense since I take blogs as a diary. That's why I have a private one. XD