A bloody B4

Just one mark away from B5...what a bloody disappointment. Worse off, I lost to someone who I never expected to win against me. I mean I won't mind it as much if it was Lai Lin or Calvin Tan who won against me(I would mind, just not as much. I'm competitive that way.), who got a band higher than me or on the same band with higher marks than me. BUT FUCK! I didn't expect someone else instead to win. Fucking disappointed, I'll never get over this. Motherfucking hell, I can't accept it. I'm a perfectionist and a very competitive dude, this is bothering me like crazy. English and Mod Maths had always been part of my territory. Now someone who I didn't believe will step on me stepped on me. God damn, damn it all to hell.

Anyhow still, Mr.Ibrahim's willing to help me out with seni. So now I don't need to worry too much about failing maths. I still want to pass it mind you.

SMI and ST Friendly

Followed Iceman today to Samtet to be the photographer for the friendly basketball match between Sam Tet and St.Michaels. St.Michael loses by 10 marks at the first 3 round, but on the last 3 minutes of the last round, it was hella awesome! Go take a look at the video on my facebook when it's uploaded and you'll see why. :D

As for school itself today, let's just say I manage to talk to Mr.Ravi and get some valuable information. Oh yeah, it's also my very first time stepping foot in Sam Tet, god it looks big from the inside!! Didn't really had much a tour though since I only stayed at the basketball court, but it's pretty nice. I forgot to bring a t-shirt today and am I glad daokei was there today as well. Otherwise I'll be the only one wearing school uniform at that hour- Oh, Toon came later wearing his school uniform, makes three of us then.

Sam Tet 6th Form girls are...well, there are more Sam Tet girls that satisfies my taste than SMI girls. Short hair girls!! :D

Got bitched at by somebody at school today too, only a peddle on my road. Gonna get some demerit but oh well, who cares. Anyways, he sure suck at reading people's facial expressions. I swear I will assume anyone who reacted the way I did(looking to the side while thinking on a respond.) to be thinking. Oh but nope, he thought "Don't you show this sickening look again next time, if it's other teachers they would had already slapped you."

I was like "what the fuck? I was just thinking." Hell, I even bit my lips at one point while trying to think up a respond for his reactions. Speaking of which, he never blinks. I should had played the staring contest with him instead of thinking.

Bleh. I got my badge taken and demerit forms to be given to me, and Calvin's on suspension. To wear a tie in a non air-conditioned area in Malaysia even in the morning is hot, freaking hot. Cut people some slack to not wear the tie jeez, not even Pn.Tan minds it, and what? She's the head of the 6th Form department. For anyone's information, I'd went to see Pn.Tan or went into the 6th form office more than 5 times without my tie and badge. I hate wearing badges by the way, the needle tears my shirt and leave holds behind, while the clip makes the badge drops down. Doesn't look decent at all. The color being the ugly yellow doesn't help one bit. Sure, full attire can mean discipline, but then again, a tie and an ugly badge doesn't really help. Blame whoever's responsible for not producing the sweet looking metal monitor badge anymore cause I sure as hell would wear that badge. In theory, the idea of a badge that shows which class you're the monitor of is fancy, but in execution? Please keep that ugly yellow out of my sight. Seriously, black would had been a nice contrast to our uniform.

Now that I'm done ranting about an useless pebble, time to slip past it and enjoy life. Only 365 days in a year, gotta live like we're dying :D

Joy In Comiking

Oh I just love it when I get compliment in real life about my comic when a person really read it.:D But more often then not people only give me vague, general description and compliments. Haven't come across anyone who can actually comment and give constructive criticism on it. The others who read comics or draw in form 6? Eh, don't know em well so all I get are gonna be general responds like "Not bad," "Hey, you drew this yourself? Not bad, o.o" and that's pretty much it and I never get responds from some others.

Been listening to Elvis's songs again, K-box sucks for having just 3 Elvis Presley songs. Bah. Net speed still not improving, damn streamyx, assholes. Now, maths I can't with all the e^x and ln and logs and crap. It's just so much harder to absorb than mod maths it seems. Bleh, Gonna ask the others how to do it tomorrow. Gonna draw a picture for a friend for now.

E.X.A.M 18th Oct

Excruciating. Xtra hard. Awwww. MOTHERF-

Anyways, the lower six finals started today! Oh hell. First battle and we're already losing the war. Tomorrow's the fight against PA and PS. Hopefully I can do well on the PS part, I honestly have no hope no the PA part. My bahasa's borderline crap. Literally crap. Yes, it can be that bad. I mean, I'd been failing BM since forever, except in UPSR, PMR and SPM. Super lucky. I must thank the teachers who marked my paper. Seriously, I need to. =)

How wonderful would it be if Economics and Business Studies was taught in english right? How wonderful would it be to have Visual Arts for Form 6 at SMI. God, I can already imagine me in an art class with people that shares the same passions and will be competing with me in the future to be a pro. But alas, NONE of that will ever become a reality. Unless I jump into a parallel universe, which too is not a possibility- oh who knows?

As soon as the exam's over. Party time baby! My blog needs a new look for news year. I'm not a Christmas person so I can use Christmas for some fruitful developments on either my comic, life or whatever that I can think of that day. Bleh. I hate Christmas. No, don't convince me to like it. Please, feel free to call me The Scrooge. Go ahead, but only on Christmas Eve and on Christmas itself alright?

I'm gonna go crazy on the holidays for sure! My Gundam model kits! My comic! Babies wait for me :D

Not-A-Social-Party-Evening-"Prom"

First you turn a prom night into an evening prom, now you are telling me it's not a social party to celebrate what the Uppersixes have gone through and a farewell for them in a way? That all the ladies will have to wear long sleeves and skirts must be around the knee(okay, this part is rational), but the rest? WTF? Stress and seriousness is good, but 24/7 of stress and seriousness for the whole year will do you more harm than good.

Dude, I am seriously pissed about this. I mean, c'mon, it's meant to be fun isn't it? For EVERYONE to enjoy themselves, won't matter if the teachers joins or not, as long as everyone who participate will have fun, but how the hell are you gonna expect a "not a social party evening prom that you must absolutely leave school and go back home once it's over at night fall" to be fun and enjoyable for any one of the parties involved?! Talk about disappointment, and we were ALL hyping over about this. Like how it'd be fun, like how it'd be entertaining, like how everyone's gonna be smiling. Oh now it's just gonna be filled with a serious and silent vibe. Like hell is that gonna be fun. Talk about total disappointment.

I mean, short skirts aren't allowed, fair enough. But long sleeves and a scarf on every single girl? What the hell? We know this is a school, but what the hell people? Can't you be a bit laid back and enjoy the party? The rules already said no overexposure, but not wearing long sleeves is technically not overexposure, unless you're following muslim laws. If I didn't buy any clothing for this "not a social party" I would had protested against having a party at all. I hope the food's worth the RM 15, please don't shove us with Nasi Lemak and some fried mee. Seriously, I'll stomp out of the Not A Social Party immediately

School & Drama

HA! Holiday's coming to an end, gotta work on homework and stuff tomorrow. Oh god. Wish I have more time to work on my comic. Shouldn't had sat around until this week to work on my comic. =/ Oh well...at least I'd got some page views :D Sometimes, it makes me feel sorta lonely reading Bakuman. It'd be fun to have someone to discuss comic, story writing, drawing and all that deeply and passionately with me. But oh well. Not like- Anyhow, hm. I wonder would one more page hurt...better not work on anymore pages tomorrow. Blah. I swear, school and dramas goes hand in hand, then again what else doesn't? Work, school, home, everything. Drama happens everywhere and anytime in a sudden way or in a subtle and hidden way. That's why we say "shit happens" sometimes.

Ah crap.

Suddenly the holidays seems so short. == 3 more days till school starts again. Damn, haven't even touch a bit of my homework. Oh well. Will do it on Wednesday. Bleh. I still don't know if I want to go to school on Friday, see how eh? Oh yeah, still haven't went and grab myself a fedora hat. Hmp. Well, nothing much's happening these days. Okay, on second thought, NOTHING's happening around me here. Bleh, staying at home on the holidays sucks.

I'm too sexy for the catwalk~

Sad people don't even know the band Blue anymore.

Hmp, recently I'd been minding my height. But hm, weird today I kinda started to think that height really doesn't matter all that much anymore. Yeah yeah, I know. I used to think that too. But well, I did went far as to go look for tips and exercises that can help my height, but just now, while I actually went browsing again for things about height after a quick chat online with RJ and this morning of comparing my height to Vivian's height(Which I still think she's shorter, mind you.) I kinda just felt like saying "screw it." Yeah, =D. Me, RJ Kevin and everyone else who's short, we're freaking awesome the way we are, and tall people? Alvin Lee and a few others? They're awesome the exact same way that we are awesome. So yeah, screw it.

Temple Anniversary and School

Step by step~ Heart to heart~ We all fall down~ Like toy soldiers~

We all go through shits, me, you and everyone else. That's life. Anyways, on Saturday night I went to a temple that my father always visit, and the owners of the temple being my god-grandparents. It was the temple's 31st anniversary. If anyone was there and I didn't see you, maybe fate doesn't like us. XD It was actually a pretty awesome night, I managed to sit with a talkative and funny middle aged man. And I was worried I'll be bored to death. Honestly though, the people there. Argh, some of them, I just feel that they really just came for the food and nothing else. They don't pay attention to the Lucky Draw even, left alone the speech by my god-grandma. Assholes and punks. Bah, and kids there, wow. Some of them, around the age of 4 I think already has a freaking phone of their own. WTF people? I know the world's advancing and all that, but c'mon, a kid that age with a phone? Oh where the hell is humanity going?~









Anyways, now that we are done with the ugly, let's talk about the fun thing about the anniversary. It was full of performances, which most I think sucked. The girls weren't energetic at all, they weren't really willing to be on stage maybe. Only one of them, the long haired girl in a red dress was good, she was really into it. The rest were like "I was forced into this, don't bitch to me about how my performance sucks and is not energetic at all." Another one just didn't move around much, but she was okkkaaay-ish, she sang "I Believe I Can Fly" the chinese song. You can see the photos and some of my comments on the photos on my Facebook. Food wise, the whole night was pretty cool and delicious. XD

Then the next day my dad had to leave for work again. I managed to get some awesome classic songs from him too. Mambo number 5, Dance With My Father Again and Runaway Train Soul Assylum just to name a few. Sunday was, well...quiet. Nothing much happened really. As for today? Just a normal school day. Though I'm considering switching school buses, Vivian's bus is an air-conditioned bus and her fees are RM60, the exact same amount I'm paying for my air-con-less small mini and campy bus.

Animax the wapanese channel.

God I hate that channel, how I wish I can cut it and replace it with another channel. ANY other channel. I used to like it since it had some good animes airing, Rurouni Kenshin, Gundams, Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood, Darker Than Black, Hayate The Combat Butler and more but it's annoying how they had changed to become so Japanese-wannabe. Whoever their new management team are, I don't like them. I'm boycotting that channel. Never shall I watch it again. Now they even host korean shows while they call themselves anime providers. How are those two even related? Sure korean shows are good to some people and a lot of girls probably like it, but seriously? I was like "Oh, interesting? A new Animax? Maybe it'll be something good."

At first I thought it sorta shown characteristic by having the same few people do the voice for every single show they dub, but oh geez, it gets so annoying and sometimes the dub is way too far from the original.

And all I got was "We D new Animax DESU! WE Wapanese desuyo!" oh the disappointment. Not to mention that they put advertisements all over my beloved Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood's episodes. Like literately in the middle of the show, white text in the middle of the screen. Now I won't mind if it's about broadcasting errors or breaks for FMAB, but advertisement about how Inuyasha is the best damn anime of 2009? Oh now that just pisses me off two ways. First they disturb my show, now they claim Inuyasha, a lame anime the best damn anime of 2009? I saw a few episodes of it and I'd rather go watch Twilight.