A bloody B4

Just one mark away from B5...what a bloody disappointment. Worse off, I lost to someone who I never expected to win against me. I mean I won't mind it as much if it was Lai Lin or Calvin Tan who won against me(I would mind, just not as much. I'm competitive that way.), who got a band higher than me or on the same band with higher marks than me. BUT FUCK! I didn't expect someone else instead to win. Fucking disappointed, I'll never get over this. Motherfucking hell, I can't accept it. I'm a perfectionist and a very competitive dude, this is bothering me like crazy. English and Mod Maths had always been part of my territory. Now someone who I didn't believe will step on me stepped on me. God damn, damn it all to hell.

Anyhow still, Mr.Ibrahim's willing to help me out with seni. So now I don't need to worry too much about failing maths. I still want to pass it mind you.

E.X.A.M 18th Oct

Excruciating. Xtra hard. Awwww. MOTHERF-

Anyways, the lower six finals started today! Oh hell. First battle and we're already losing the war. Tomorrow's the fight against PA and PS. Hopefully I can do well on the PS part, I honestly have no hope no the PA part. My bahasa's borderline crap. Literally crap. Yes, it can be that bad. I mean, I'd been failing BM since forever, except in UPSR, PMR and SPM. Super lucky. I must thank the teachers who marked my paper. Seriously, I need to. =)

How wonderful would it be if Economics and Business Studies was taught in english right? How wonderful would it be to have Visual Arts for Form 6 at SMI. God, I can already imagine me in an art class with people that shares the same passions and will be competing with me in the future to be a pro. But alas, NONE of that will ever become a reality. Unless I jump into a parallel universe, which too is not a possibility- oh who knows?

As soon as the exam's over. Party time baby! My blog needs a new look for news year. I'm not a Christmas person so I can use Christmas for some fruitful developments on either my comic, life or whatever that I can think of that day. Bleh. I hate Christmas. No, don't convince me to like it. Please, feel free to call me The Scrooge. Go ahead, but only on Christmas Eve and on Christmas itself alright?

I'm gonna go crazy on the holidays for sure! My Gundam model kits! My comic! Babies wait for me :D

15th of October

Another normal school day has gone. Carpooled with Jeanette and Vivian since it's friday. NO! I don't want to wait till 2PM for my bus! D: So much time wasted. I could be, blogging, reading, writing, doing whatever I pleases with. Not to mention I have tuition at 6pm every Friday, so it's an hour or two more are a great help. Ate the blackforest jelly ice-cream today. I thought mine didn't really had much jelly in it until I ate the bottom part of it. ;D Anyways, I still want to try that chocolate corn where they have a KitKat in the middle of the ice cream. D: I haven't seen it around, or I guess it could be me not noticing it when I do go take a look.

I play to play badminton twice weekly or so this coming holidays. First off, I need people to actually join me, there's Jeanette and Jerry I guess? Next up is to find a court that's easily reachable and find a time that won't conflict with anyone's plans. Exam's coming in 2 days. Ohhhh shit. I haven't even study, and this is the FINALS we're talking about. I'm actually surprised to know a bit of the story of a girl from my class. Hahaha! Never knew she used to be like that. Oh, and Shing Yee, I'm still not buying whatever you said that she said about me. :D

Exams Are Coming! Brace Yourselves!

Mayday! Mayday!

Yeah, next week's the exam, and hell am I not ready or am I not ready? No coco today so I came back at around 1.30pm or so, just when I was starting to enjoy St.John meetings. Felt a bit weird, but I found ways to spent all those time anyways. I'd been napping these few days. Wonder am I reaching my limit? o.o Well, math's still hard to catch up, and I just realized that I forgot almost everything about Chapter 1 while trying to catch up on 2 and 3. DAMMN! PA? Still don't know what the f's going on, and my teacher knows that I'm the smart one that complained her to the moderator. MUET's smooth sailing as far as things goes. PP's hell to remember, but a bit easy since I had studied Perdagangan before. Then there's econs, which feels completely different from Basic Econs. ARGH! On another hand, P.S is great and easy and relaxing.

Outside of studies, well there's really not much time left to do anything or say.