31st January

We have reached the end of the first month of the year of 2011. Amazing how fast time flies nowadays. Why oh why? Why must time past by so fast? If only there were more than 24 hours in a day. But what they say? Be careful of what we wish for.

I switched over to using Google Chrome. Not bad, not bad at all. I have yet to put it's speed to the test though however. So I'm keeping Firefox for the moment as backup in case I dislike Chrome. I have no more space left in my C: drive. Then again, there are many photos that take up a lot of space on my C drive. Better clear all those pictures, of the people I don't care, of the people that don't care about me, of the people that hates me, of the people that I hate or just some bad photos. Wish I have an unlimited amount of harddisk. Oh well.

I came across Jump by Third Eye Blink and Wonderwall by Oasis yesterday on the radio. Did I blog about this? Oh well, who cares? Anyways, I'm listening to the two songs now and I like them quite a lot.

As for jogging. I didn't today.


Just joking! I think I did 10 or 11 rounds today. I messed up counting on either the 5th or 6th round. Borrowed Longman's Micro Economic book from Jean today. Ace Ahead's economics sucks so bad I am now regretting that I'd been using it for so long. Bah.

30th of January

Yesterday marked the first day of the 9 days long, and the very first holiday this year for us sixth formers. For a reason I can't pinpoint exactly, somehow it just feel sorta weird.

"Okay! Back to school! It's January baby! Wait, what?! We're having a 9 days holiday after today?!"

I said the very same thing to one friend at the entrance of St.Michael on Thursday. They say time flies when you're having fun. But this? Time's actually still flying and we are by all means not having much fun! STPM falls on this year. That means no more relaxing for anyone. I really need to pump my efforts up now.

I went jogging again and kept it at 8 rounds. Couldn't run anymore. Let's keep it at 8 rounds for the following week. I want to play some badminton though.

Just recently, I extended my private blog's reader list by one person. It felt nice actually to share your inner thoughts with people sometimes.

I'm sorta desperate to dissect some Band 6 MUET Writing essay samples to little tiny unrecognizable pieces, but to my surprise you really can't find any MUET Writing samples at all on the internet. Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?!

Jog Jog Jog

So, I went jogging just a while ago. Had to stop because it started to rain. I ran 8 rounds in the area around my house before I stopped. Couldn't continue after all. Guess I'll keep it stable at 8 rounds per day for this week. :D Got told by a friend about Jogger's Nipple. Didn't knew there was such a thing, what the heeeck?!

Anyways, I'm starting to actually....really listen to chinese songs. Liang Shan Bo Yu Zhu Li Ye is my favorite chinese song so far, heard a few other chinese song, don't think they are that good. Then there is the case where I heard about a song called Kuan Shu by Shen something something. That the guy who sang part of the song wasn't featured in the music video just because he "couldn't lose weight on time, according to Fly.FM or My.FM(can't remember which.)

What the heck Hong Kong?! I just lost some more respect for Hong Kong's entertainment industry, I don't watch much real life japanese shows and music videos, so I don't know about Japanese, but I don't think they like fatties either. Oh well, scream em. I'll rather support the Malaysian entertainment industry.

Holidays Holidays!

My mom has got me Bruno Mar's Do Wops and Hooligans and Bon Jovi's Ultimate Collection albums as my birthday present. Awwwwesome! :D

Attended a motivation lecture today at school. Everyone needed to attend it so yeah...I didn't really want to attend it really. I appreciate the effort to want to motivate us Sixth formers. But I'm not used to being motivated through means like these. Lectures like these hardly do anything for me beside giving me a chance to act rebelliously. I don't know why but it just came to me. I got a bit obnoxious today. Oh well.

Underdogs

I'm loving this one song by Pink. Fuckin' Perfect. Nothing beats music that has meanings!



From this point forth, the underdog shall bark with all his might while doing all he can to become a better man.

Sing Sing Sing!

So, I went to Ebox today with Jean and Jenny. The place seemed to give off the impression that it focuses on english/other language songs more than Kbox would, so yeah. Naturally I jumped to Ebox. Hmm, not sure what to think about it really. The hings are almost the same, I didn't pick any of the songs that I did sang in Kbox, but one or two that I'd seen are the same as the one I'd seen in Kbox, so I guess the difference isn't much. I'm still disappointed with karaoke here. :(

But it was fun. Public holiday, so it was RM20 over for each one of us. Darn. It's gentlemen's night tonight too. :( Darn Jenny for mentioning another friend's name. Now I feel a tiny bit of guilt for not inviting that friend too, for a reason though. D:

I think, I'm starting to forget one important oath I'd made last year. I shouldn't forget it, especially not now. No matter how the situation is for me at anywhere. It'll be a shame and a big disappointment to myself, my closest friend and everyone else to revert back to that now, after the steps taken to change things.

Koko Restart

So, koko are starting again. St.John like always, got to learn a few things about first aid kits. Guess what I knew was only but a small fraction. Then before that, I had the photography club meeting. I wonder do the school also plan to have Sports first before the Unit Uniform meetings. Cause, I sure as hell dont' want to play badminton under the hot sun at 2pm - 3pm or so. That would be terribly unpleasant.

Nothing noteworthy today...so yeaaaaah. Oh I did get to see some photos of the cameron trip that I missed out. I wonder how am I going to gather more than 60 points per society this year. Last year I at least had somethings to back me up. Now, oh boy and some people get a thousand ton more than what they deserves. Two faced bitch.

Installation Day??

So, today was Installation Day, heard they had rehearsals and all that for it. But of course, I was sick and 'knew nothing about it.'

Someone particular today said something to me which I considered to have quite an interesting choice of words. Since I'd much rather avoid the drama that might come if I spoke full of that person's words, ask me in private if you really really REALLY want to know what that sentence was.

Anyways, it's just another typical tuesday for me. Maybe I'm tired, maybe I took dinner late, but something feels quite off for me tonight. Can't pin point it though. Oh well.

Oh, and fancy that, I saw a friend, Calvyn at Tesco today before my visit to the pasar malam. I left before I realized I didn't greet the people sitting with him(probably his family?). Oh...

Test of Time

Things just don't feel the same anymore.

Has there ever been a time, maybe when you were with your old buddies back in the days where all of you would go hang out at a specific mall? Or perhaps a moment where you worked with a few colleagues and always go to lunch with them? Well, and then the mall closed down, all you and your buddies separated to further their studies, or the place you and your colleagues have lunch at has now changed to a new spot? Then finally, the feelings, the understanding and hardships overcame by those people with unified efforts, all just shatters and fade into oblivion?

Not many things can stand the test of time, can it? Men, never could we win against time. Oh how I wish for immortality and eternal youth.

15th January.

Jenny's going back to Kampar tomorrow D:

So few of us went out today for bowling and stuff. Naturally I got myself a strike. :D

Came back home a while ago. Feels good not being sick. :D

I'd noticed that my blog entries are mostly impulsive writings and more bent on emotions rather than throughout thoughts. Some seem to think carefully and imagine the script before writing their blog and hitting publish. I seem to do the opposite. Just type and hit publish if I like it. Guess that just goes to say that there are all kind of bloggers.

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I'd been sick since Monday. God that's four days. Starting to feel a lot better today as compared to yesterday. Where I feel cold by just going outdoor or sitting in the living room. Even had to dig up my jacket that I'd never used. Finally able to take a shower again tonight. Phew, feels a lot better. I swear, a shower is one of the few things on the top of your "to want" list when you're sick and gone a few days without shower, especially in Malaysia.

I hope I didn't miss much or anything important at school.

New Year Shopping

A friend of mine once asked me on Christmas 2010. "You don't ever look at clothes when we're all out shopping or hanging out?"

I only shop for clothes on the beginning of the year unless it's something important like formal wear for functions or things like such. So I really don't enjoy window shopping on clothes.

Got a few nice shirts, jeans and some short casual pants. Since all my older short pants are completely worn out. The pockets are torn oh man, can't even wear them to go the pasar malam. How many years did I not buy any short pants I wonder? D:

I was originally going for em green wash jeans. But then some people told me that once you have them, after a while you'll start thinking that they don't look good. So I ended up settling with blue again. Maybe next time I'll buy a black jeans. Totally need a black one.

Dad came back from KL yesterday, got a few recommendations for 80's ballad music. Oh hell yes for having parents with good taste!! One song they told me to try listening to was Karma Chameleon. Surprisingly, I like the song now. I used to find it....a bit too silly and goofy for me to like it. Then again, when I first got exposed to the song it was a music video on some kid's channel with tomatos dancing...yeaah.

Thus Ends a Week

Yup. There we go. A week has passed. Things are going well enough this year. Have no idea how things can go in the near future but oh well.

So yesterday, I was thinking of things while at the assembly ground(also known as the basketball court), then a person approached me(let's refer to this person as 'Smile') and said "Smile!!" I instantly raised an eyebrow, first wondering was Smile talking to me, then after a few seconds of delay I ended up saying "What?!" in a very...eh, cocky-ish voice, perhaps it's cause Smile's a friend of a person who I ended in a bad note with, let's call that person 'Unknown' shall we? I was pretty much thinking "An enemy of my enemy is my friend," that Smile's a friend of Unknown, thus she must be against me too. Sorted it out with Smile today. Seems like I was looking moody on the previous day. Oh well, can't blame her, I wasn't exactly not feeling moody after all that day. I'm still quite, nay, very surprised that Smile tried interacting with me though, especially since Smile knows the whole story that happened between me and Unknown through Unknown's side of the story and none from my part. Never expected Smile to talk to me, all Smile gave me were evil-ish grins whenever Smile looks at me last year for the rest of the lower six life after she found out about me and Unknown.

Other than that, I'm gotten pretty used to my classroom now, of course, there's still the funny feeling you get when you go "Ah yes, my class's not there anymore" but I don't feel awkward at all anyways.

A girl I know poked my stomach today and told me I had gotten fatter, while her friend stands next to her giggling. D:

This conclude today's blog entry.

Another Day

Another day in the new year. Photography club's Cameran trip this Saturday and I'd decided not to go for a reason. Not sure can I still back out from it though. It's kinda a late notice already I believe. Oh well.

School as usual, form 6 maths chapter 8 has started since yesterday and surprisingly I'm understanding the chapter; Integration much less difficult than I thought it would be.

End of entry.

Third Day Of School

Oh, let's talk about pasar malam before that!

Went out with my usual gang, so we were strolling around the whole pasar malam with food in our hands, then the path we were walking on became quite jammed and I stood next to a woman who should be in her late 20s or early 30s, she was holding a cute baby and she reached out her hands to me. :D Of course, then the woman quickly grabbed the baby's arm and smiled at me. I love babies, that was so cute. If only I could pet her and pinch her cheeks too. I'll rather not ask since people might mistaken me for a stalker/kidnapper/scammer/et cetera. Brought more than usual yesterday too. I actually had food in my hands when I got home! Woots!

As for school today? Just another day at school I guess. Kokos are going to start again in 2 weeks time and I managed to settle my koko book too. :D

Life Goes On!

Been listening to Bon Jovi a lot these few days. Livin' On A Prayer, It's My Life, and We Weren't Born to Follow.

I'm so labeling We Weren't Born to Follow as m theme song. :D

Getting overshadowed? Fuck it, steal back the fucking spotlight.
Getting ignore? Fuck it, ignore their existence and get on with your life. Don't waste your time on maggots.
Can't get along with a group of people? Fuck em. They don't belong in your life, it's not always you who is wrong.
Feeling a bit down in the dumps? Hit up a song, sing, play a game, go hang out with those who gives a damn about you.
If life gives you a reason to cry yourself to sleep, give it 10 fucking reasons why you should just smile back confidently.

Don't go and tell yourself you're fat, ugly and stupid.
A bigger tummy than others doesn't make you fat. I don't want to waste my time calling my other friends who are bigger sized as gargantuan elephants. That's just too long a title.
You're not ugly if no stranger is turned off by your face. Unless someone points at you and say "Oh my fucking god! That dude's face is repulsive!" Then you're not fucking ugly.
No one's born stupid. Everyone learns from mistakes and stupidity. A sage is not all that different from a fool perhaps.

Hypocrite me, wasn't I the one who told my closest friend that he should keep believing in people? Yet here I am, cursing and preferring to sit away from some people. I realized that, it seems that I too am getting reluctant to believe in people.

Tried to mix, tried to keep believing in people. Disappointment. Perhaps it's only natural for one to start feeling a bit, discouraged in trusting people just right after you get thrown out of a social ring?

It's not that I don't belong here, it's just all of em don't belong in MY life. Life goes on, do things differently from em, if I don't fit in then screw em, beat em, ignore them, fuck em. Life's too short and one can never pleases everyone. (props to my Statistic Studies teacher for actually having a story on that yesterday at class.)It's simply not worth it to care. For those of us who know how it feels to not laugh at the funniest joke you had ever heard, let's just live life happily and rock on.

Douchebag 1 - Kyle 0

On the first day of school everyone had to sing the national anthem
under the rain~ and the first teacher everyone sees is Mr.Douchebag~
After recess, I'd realized I had got myself a runny nose~
Oh what a wonderful first day of school!



basically how it went. Then I went to print/photostat mine and Yoke Mei's homework since we decided to share the articles, along with me asking Jeanette to photostat her copy of another article me and Yoke Mei couldn't find. Ultimately made the task so much more easier. But unfortunately, had to pay quite an expensive price for the printing and photostating ==" Since I went to one of those photography shops instead(my mom had to print some photo and it would had wasted even more money to then go to another place)