Thursday, January 13, 2011

13

I'd been sick since Monday. God that's four days. Starting to feel a lot better today as compared to yesterday. Where I feel cold by just going outdoor or sitting in the living room. Even had to dig up my jacket that I'd never used. Finally able to take a shower again tonight. Phew, feels a lot better. I swear, a shower is one of the few things on the top of your "to want" list when you're sick and gone a few days without shower, especially in Malaysia.

I hope I didn't miss much or anything important at school.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

New Year Shopping

A friend of mine once asked me on Christmas 2010. "You don't ever look at clothes when we're all out shopping or hanging out?"

I only shop for clothes on the beginning of the year unless it's something important like formal wear for functions or things like such. So I really don't enjoy window shopping on clothes.

Got a few nice shirts, jeans and some short casual pants. Since all my older short pants are completely worn out. The pockets are torn oh man, can't even wear them to go the pasar malam. How many years did I not buy any short pants I wonder? D:

I was originally going for em green wash jeans. But then some people told me that once you have them, after a while you'll start thinking that they don't look good. So I ended up settling with blue again. Maybe next time I'll buy a black jeans. Totally need a black one.

Dad came back from KL yesterday, got a few recommendations for 80's ballad music. Oh hell yes for having parents with good taste!! One song they told me to try listening to was Karma Chameleon. Surprisingly, I like the song now. I used to find it....a bit too silly and goofy for me to like it. Then again, when I first got exposed to the song it was a music video on some kid's channel with tomatos dancing...yeaah.

Friday, January 7, 2011

Thus Ends a Week

Yup. There we go. A week has passed. Things are going well enough this year. Have no idea how things can go in the near future but oh well.

So yesterday, I was thinking of things while at the assembly ground(also known as the basketball court), then a person approached me(let's refer to this person as 'Smile') and said "Smile!!" I instantly raised an eyebrow, first wondering was Smile talking to me, then after a few seconds of delay I ended up saying "What?!" in a very...eh, cocky-ish voice, perhaps it's cause Smile's a friend of a person who I ended in a bad note with, let's call that person 'Unknown' shall we? I was pretty much thinking "An enemy of my enemy is my friend," that Smile's a friend of Unknown, thus she must be against me too. Sorted it out with Smile today. Seems like I was looking moody on the previous day. Oh well, can't blame her, I wasn't exactly not feeling moody after all that day. I'm still quite, nay, very surprised that Smile tried interacting with me though, especially since Smile knows the whole story that happened between me and Unknown through Unknown's side of the story and none from my part. Never expected Smile to talk to me, all Smile gave me were evil-ish grins whenever Smile looks at me last year for the rest of the lower six life after she found out about me and Unknown.

Other than that, I'm gotten pretty used to my classroom now, of course, there's still the funny feeling you get when you go "Ah yes, my class's not there anymore" but I don't feel awkward at all anyways.

A girl I know poked my stomach today and told me I had gotten fatter, while her friend stands next to her giggling. D:

This conclude today's blog entry.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Another Day

Another day in the new year. Photography club's Cameran trip this Saturday and I'd decided not to go for a reason. Not sure can I still back out from it though. It's kinda a late notice already I believe. Oh well.

School as usual, form 6 maths chapter 8 has started since yesterday and surprisingly I'm understanding the chapter; Integration much less difficult than I thought it would be.

End of entry.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Third Day Of School

Oh, let's talk about pasar malam before that!

Went out with my usual gang, so we were strolling around the whole pasar malam with food in our hands, then the path we were walking on became quite jammed and I stood next to a woman who should be in her late 20s or early 30s, she was holding a cute baby and she reached out her hands to me. :D Of course, then the woman quickly grabbed the baby's arm and smiled at me. I love babies, that was so cute. If only I could pet her and pinch her cheeks too. I'll rather not ask since people might mistaken me for a stalker/kidnapper/scammer/et cetera. Brought more than usual yesterday too. I actually had food in my hands when I got home! Woots!

As for school today? Just another day at school I guess. Kokos are going to start again in 2 weeks time and I managed to settle my koko book too. :D

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Life Goes On!

Been listening to Bon Jovi a lot these few days. Livin' On A Prayer, It's My Life, and We Weren't Born to Follow.

I'm so labeling We Weren't Born to Follow as m theme song. :D

Getting overshadowed? Fuck it, steal back the fucking spotlight.
Getting ignore? Fuck it, ignore their existence and get on with your life. Don't waste your time on maggots.
Can't get along with a group of people? Fuck em. They don't belong in your life, it's not always you who is wrong.
Feeling a bit down in the dumps? Hit up a song, sing, play a game, go hang out with those who gives a damn about you.
If life gives you a reason to cry yourself to sleep, give it 10 fucking reasons why you should just smile back confidently.

Don't go and tell yourself you're fat, ugly and stupid.
A bigger tummy than others doesn't make you fat. I don't want to waste my time calling my other friends who are bigger sized as gargantuan elephants. That's just too long a title.
You're not ugly if no stranger is turned off by your face. Unless someone points at you and say "Oh my fucking god! That dude's face is repulsive!" Then you're not fucking ugly.
No one's born stupid. Everyone learns from mistakes and stupidity. A sage is not all that different from a fool perhaps.

Hypocrite me, wasn't I the one who told my closest friend that he should keep believing in people? Yet here I am, cursing and preferring to sit away from some people. I realized that, it seems that I too am getting reluctant to believe in people.

Tried to mix, tried to keep believing in people. Disappointment. Perhaps it's only natural for one to start feeling a bit, discouraged in trusting people just right after you get thrown out of a social ring?

It's not that I don't belong here, it's just all of em don't belong in MY life. Life goes on, do things differently from em, if I don't fit in then screw em, beat em, ignore them, fuck em. Life's too short and one can never pleases everyone. (props to my Statistic Studies teacher for actually having a story on that yesterday at class.)It's simply not worth it to care. For those of us who know how it feels to not laugh at the funniest joke you had ever heard, let's just live life happily and rock on.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Douchebag 1 - Kyle 0

On the first day of school everyone had to sing the national anthem
under the rain~ and the first teacher everyone sees is Mr.Douchebag~
After recess, I'd realized I had got myself a runny nose~
Oh what a wonderful first day of school!



basically how it went. Then I went to print/photostat mine and Yoke Mei's homework since we decided to share the articles, along with me asking Jeanette to photostat her copy of another article me and Yoke Mei couldn't find. Ultimately made the task so much more easier. But unfortunately, had to pay quite an expensive price for the printing and photostating ==" Since I went to one of those photography shops instead(my mom had to print some photo and it would had wasted even more money to then go to another place)