Doors

Sing from your heart, Sing it till you're nuts
Sing it for the ones that will hate your guts

Sing it for the deaf, sing it for the blind,
Sing about everyone that you left behind
oh just sing, sing it for the world and yourself.

So many songs we couldn't sing, and oh so many adventures that we couldn't have. Friendship never last forever. It never does. But I still believe in "A Life Time." Perhaps the reason why relationships that last a life time is so beautiful is because it is so fragile and doesn't last forever. And mind you when I say relationships, I'm talking about families, friends and not limiting it to just lovers.

Do you guys remember? The times when we said "We're bros forever?" All our laughters, all our arguments and fights over foolish things, they are all but memories now. Well, look at us now, where are 'we' now?

Oh can it be that it was all so simple then, or has time rewritten every line?
If we had the chance to do it all again,
tell me would we? Could we anymore? Would the same feelings still be there anymore?

The warmth, the feelings, once they pass and fade, it's impossible to achieve again.
Just like trust, once broken it never could be as stable as it was before huh?

Won't it be nice to be able to erase and update your memories like a hard disk or something? Nay, I'll rather keep it the way it is, painful memories and happy memories, they all matter, they all build you up to who you really are now. Erasing it would be like deleting yourselves. As corny, girlish and "uncool" as Vitamin C's Friends Forever is, I think the song applies to everyone except for the chorus, that part doesn't happen sadly.

Have you ever noticed that when you eat half of a heart shaped cookie, it becomes a broken heart?

How many of us could really blindfold ourselves and shout out a few names to catch us? How many will fall into the abyss and how many would not? Do you even know which category you're in? People say ignorance is bliss, I believe otherwise. Have you ever wanted to be someone else you know?  Not everyone are so fortunate. Feels boring and lonely to run alone doesn't it? Yet some people would never know how that feels.

Fragile as it may be, but a heart made of glass is way better than a heart made of stone. Remember whenever you close the door, nothing goes out, and nothing comes in anymore.

Even so, hold on to love and hold on to life. Don't tell yourself that people will only care about you when pigs learns to fly. Love comes in all shape and sizes. Who knows? Maybe someone unexpected can come over and help you out gluing all those shattered pieces of your glass heart back together. Even if you cut yourself, continue picking up pieces of your broken heart, you'll never know if someone would come over and burst into tears by singing "You're Not Alone" to you. Who knows, right?

We're all humans, nobody's perfect.