Some of my friends have approached me about my recent blog entries. Truth is, perhaps I'm a bit on the sad side, but it's not that bad. The lines of lyrics that I'd borrowed from are all motivational songs after all. Might not had been doing fine before, but I'm definitely doing fine as I am right now. Or at least it seems that way, so no worries you guys, thanks for your care, I really appreciate that. =)
I brought SIC Volume 56 Kamen Rider Kuuga today for RM 220 at Yik Foong, oh hell I love it. Gonna buy myself some AA batteries first before unpacking the rest of the volume though, so far I only unpacked Kuuga and Gouram without all the accessories. Don't wanna risk damaging or losing anything now do we?
I think I just flopped my Matrices question on my test today, oh darn. Definitely had a mistake or something, my results are different from everyone's...well, everyone's results are different from each other so far I'd heard. We shall see tomorrow? Monday? Who knows? Who knows...all I know is that the exam's coming, time to do what I did with SPM I guess, cept this time it's gonna be a long term push. Break a leg to everyone who's having an exam soon!
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Knight's Requiem Chapter 2
It is finally done! Onwards to chapter 3!! Thank you to every one of my readers! I hope everyone would stick with me till the end of the story. :D Knight's Requiem was first published on Smack Jeeves on the 25th of November 2009! It's 2 years old now. Oh god, 2 chapters in 2 years time. This is slow. =( I hope I can do more, but homework and school gets into the way, and this year's exam is very important. I'm afraid it has to go a bit slower now. Cheerios!
Here is the link to the last page of chapter 2;
http://knightsrequiem.smackjeeves.com/comics/1122664/048/
Here is the link to the last page of chapter 2;
http://knightsrequiem.smackjeeves.com/comics/1122664/048/
Friday, February 18, 2011
Diamonds
Hold my hands till the day that I can sing with you all "cause you can count on me." Stick around to help the soldier who has fortified his heart into stone to change. I believe that if given the chance, people can sometimes change. A glass heart can be much stronger than a heart made out of stone. It's saddening to see gems being mistaken as coals in a mine. It's disheartening even though some people would probably enjoy and prefer to be left there. Everyone's different after all, some may enjoy solitude, some would hate it.
Would a jerk with a heart of gold still be hated for being jerky? Action always does speak louder than words. Bottling up emotions and pretending like you don't care. Doesn't it hurt all too much? And all things terrible that happens to such a person, is it not natural for him to develop a layer of stone above his heart? Everyone has reasons to put away the past, humans are such big hypocrites. We never take our own advices, and what we said we want to do, we do the opposite instead sometimes. It's easy to hate, however it's difficult to love.
Would a jerk with a heart of gold still be hated for being jerky? Action always does speak louder than words. Bottling up emotions and pretending like you don't care. Doesn't it hurt all too much? And all things terrible that happens to such a person, is it not natural for him to develop a layer of stone above his heart? Everyone has reasons to put away the past, humans are such big hypocrites. We never take our own advices, and what we said we want to do, we do the opposite instead sometimes. It's easy to hate, however it's difficult to love.
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Doors
Sing from your heart, Sing it till you're nuts
Sing it for the ones that will hate your guts
Sing it for the deaf, sing it for the blind,
Sing about everyone that you left behind
oh just sing, sing it for the world and yourself.
So many songs we couldn't sing, and oh so many adventures that we couldn't have. Friendship never last forever. It never does. But I still believe in "A Life Time." Perhaps the reason why relationships that last a life time is so beautiful is because it is so fragile and doesn't last forever. And mind you when I say relationships, I'm talking about families, friends and not limiting it to just lovers.
Do you guys remember? The times when we said "We're bros forever?" All our laughters, all our arguments and fights over foolish things, they are all but memories now. Well, look at us now, where are 'we' now?
Oh can it be that it was all so simple then, or has time rewritten every line?
If we had the chance to do it all again,
tell me would we? Could we anymore? Would the same feelings still be there anymore?
The warmth, the feelings, once they pass and fade, it's impossible to achieve again.
Just like trust, once broken it never could be as stable as it was before huh?
Won't it be nice to be able to erase and update your memories like a hard disk or something? Nay, I'll rather keep it the way it is, painful memories and happy memories, they all matter, they all build you up to who you really are now. Erasing it would be like deleting yourselves. As corny, girlish and "uncool" as Vitamin C's Friends Forever is, I think the song applies to everyone except for the chorus, that part doesn't happen sadly.
Have you ever noticed that when you eat half of a heart shaped cookie, it becomes a broken heart?
How many of us could really blindfold ourselves and shout out a few names to catch us? How many will fall into the abyss and how many would not? Do you even know which category you're in? People say ignorance is bliss, I believe otherwise. Have you ever wanted to be someone else you know? Not everyone are so fortunate. Feels boring and lonely to run alone doesn't it? Yet some people would never know how that feels.
Fragile as it may be, but a heart made of glass is way better than a heart made of stone. Remember whenever you close the door, nothing goes out, and nothing comes in anymore.
Even so, hold on to love and hold on to life. Don't tell yourself that people will only care about you when pigs learns to fly. Love comes in all shape and sizes. Who knows? Maybe someone unexpected can come over and help you out gluing all those shattered pieces of your glass heart back together. Even if you cut yourself, continue picking up pieces of your broken heart, you'll never know if someone would come over and burst into tears by singing "You're Not Alone" to you. Who knows, right?
We're all humans, nobody's perfect.
Sing it for the ones that will hate your guts
Sing it for the deaf, sing it for the blind,
Sing about everyone that you left behind
oh just sing, sing it for the world and yourself.
So many songs we couldn't sing, and oh so many adventures that we couldn't have. Friendship never last forever. It never does. But I still believe in "A Life Time." Perhaps the reason why relationships that last a life time is so beautiful is because it is so fragile and doesn't last forever. And mind you when I say relationships, I'm talking about families, friends and not limiting it to just lovers.
Do you guys remember? The times when we said "We're bros forever?" All our laughters, all our arguments and fights over foolish things, they are all but memories now. Well, look at us now, where are 'we' now?
Oh can it be that it was all so simple then, or has time rewritten every line?
If we had the chance to do it all again,
tell me would we? Could we anymore? Would the same feelings still be there anymore?
The warmth, the feelings, once they pass and fade, it's impossible to achieve again.
Just like trust, once broken it never could be as stable as it was before huh?
Won't it be nice to be able to erase and update your memories like a hard disk or something? Nay, I'll rather keep it the way it is, painful memories and happy memories, they all matter, they all build you up to who you really are now. Erasing it would be like deleting yourselves. As corny, girlish and "uncool" as Vitamin C's Friends Forever is, I think the song applies to everyone except for the chorus, that part doesn't happen sadly.
Have you ever noticed that when you eat half of a heart shaped cookie, it becomes a broken heart?
How many of us could really blindfold ourselves and shout out a few names to catch us? How many will fall into the abyss and how many would not? Do you even know which category you're in? People say ignorance is bliss, I believe otherwise. Have you ever wanted to be someone else you know? Not everyone are so fortunate. Feels boring and lonely to run alone doesn't it? Yet some people would never know how that feels.
Fragile as it may be, but a heart made of glass is way better than a heart made of stone. Remember whenever you close the door, nothing goes out, and nothing comes in anymore.
Even so, hold on to love and hold on to life. Don't tell yourself that people will only care about you when pigs learns to fly. Love comes in all shape and sizes. Who knows? Maybe someone unexpected can come over and help you out gluing all those shattered pieces of your glass heart back together. Even if you cut yourself, continue picking up pieces of your broken heart, you'll never know if someone would come over and burst into tears by singing "You're Not Alone" to you. Who knows, right?
We're all humans, nobody's perfect.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Garo; Kouga
You can say he's like a diamond
nothing can damage his hard body of stone
and not a shred of warmth in his eyes or heart
but, unfortunately such diamonds exists in the darkness
from the 13th episode of Garo where Zaruba describes Kouga.
nothing can damage his hard body of stone
and not a shred of warmth in his eyes or heart
but, unfortunately such diamonds exists in the darkness
from the 13th episode of Garo where Zaruba describes Kouga.
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Eights Liners
Far off places
makes you rethink things
Winding up lost
despite knowing the way
Yet that's the best
that has happened.
Let not be anything
but be loud forever
A toast, a toast
for ones who mine their own miracles
for ones that curse and spit
raise your glass
if you're different and wrong
in the right ways
In the face of the world
I'll wish it
have a nice day
Gotta shine like a diamond
let's show the wind
what it means to truly fly
in homes of broken dreams and hope
let us be first to shake helping hands,
All those wrong turns
tears and blood
stick and stones
mistreated, misunderstood, mistaken,
underestimated, always secondly chosen
This ain't bout giving up or givin' in
This ain't no apology nor fantasy
This is about survival, not rivals
Let's watch some
fuckin' perfect fireworks
Let's watch between the sinners and the innocents
Without a drop of doubt from our glass
Oh what does one have
when he has no love?
Feel free to interpret however you want for the messages within all those lines. You can probably make a list of songs that I'd borrowed lines from. I'm not sure if everyone know the songs that I'd borrowed lines from though.
makes you rethink things
Winding up lost
despite knowing the way
Yet that's the best
that has happened.
Let not be anything
but be loud forever
A toast, a toast
for ones who mine their own miracles
for ones that curse and spit
raise your glass
if you're different and wrong
in the right ways
In the face of the world
I'll wish it
have a nice day
Gotta shine like a diamond
let's show the wind
what it means to truly fly
in homes of broken dreams and hope
let us be first to shake helping hands,
All those wrong turns
tears and blood
stick and stones
mistreated, misunderstood, mistaken,
underestimated, always secondly chosen
This ain't bout giving up or givin' in
This ain't no apology nor fantasy
This is about survival, not rivals
Let's watch some
fuckin' perfect fireworks
Let's watch between the sinners and the innocents
Without a drop of doubt from our glass
Oh what does one have
when he has no love?
Feel free to interpret however you want for the messages within all those lines. You can probably make a list of songs that I'd borrowed lines from. I'm not sure if everyone know the songs that I'd borrowed lines from though.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
SMI-Nazi Teacher
True event that happened today.
Nazi: Why are you walking away?
Me: *in head; damn, couldn't escape, oh well.*
(Well, really, I admit that I'm wrong for running, but oh well. At least don't talk to students as if they are some low life scums. Time has changed and so has the mentality of humans, both adults and youngsters.)
Nazi: Write there in your demerit form, ingkar arahan.
Me: *whistles* How do I write ingkar? Oooh crap *write Enga*
Nazi: How do you spell ingkar?
Me: Sorry, I really don't know...
(Shame, I know, but I'm really THAT weak in BM. He didn't trust me.)
Nazi: you're telling me you're in form 6 and you can't spell ingkar? Go ask your friends.
Me: Sir, I really don't know, my BM IS REALLY WEAK!
Nazi: *keeps saying things about "How can you be in form 6 if you don't know how to spell the word 'Ingkar."
Me:Okay. *hand in the new one after asking friend for the spelling*
The nazi then proceeded to crushing the piece of paper to my surprise and told me
"Ingkar is supposed to be written on the top, NOT BELOW!!" Gave me a bit of a shock, people usually correct things either on the top or the bottom, in my defense, the demerit paper didn't had any space left on top. I cancelled the word and wrote the right one below it. Bad move I guess. So I handed it to him again.
Nazi: Write the time.
Me: *ask my other friend for the time and hand in the new form*
Unfortunately, it didn't just end there. I don't know what's the problem with this teacher, he asked me;
Nazi: What's your problem now huh? Why are you acting so bossy from before until now? What exactly are you trying to prove here huh?
Me: I'm not trying to prove anything, sir. (started to look discontent then.)
Nazi: Tell me what do you want to prove, your class is one of the worse class ever, and it's because of useless leaders like YOU.
(Funny, in business studies there's no "useless leader.")
I felt wronged and I felt the need to interrupt and respond to him "SIR! I really do not have a watch." with both my hands raised, to prove that I really do not have a watch and the only way I can get the time written on the form was to ask someone else who would have a watch. Too bad he took that as being "bossy."
Nazi: you want attention? you want to be a hero? Tomorrow I'll put you up on the stage at the morning assembly.
Me: *keep repeating "No Sir" and "Yes Sir" according to questions asked, got a lot annoyed at that moment.
You Mr.Nazi, are one of the worst teachers ever in SMI. Luckily I have also seen great teachers that genuinely cared for the students at school. I should make a note to buy some gifts for those teachers for their appreciated efforts.
Nazi: Why are you walking away?
Me: *in head; damn, couldn't escape, oh well.*
(Well, really, I admit that I'm wrong for running, but oh well. At least don't talk to students as if they are some low life scums. Time has changed and so has the mentality of humans, both adults and youngsters.)
Nazi: Write there in your demerit form, ingkar arahan.
Me: *whistles* How do I write ingkar? Oooh crap *write Enga*
Nazi: How do you spell ingkar?
Me: Sorry, I really don't know...
(Shame, I know, but I'm really THAT weak in BM. He didn't trust me.)
Nazi: you're telling me you're in form 6 and you can't spell ingkar? Go ask your friends.
Me: Sir, I really don't know, my BM IS REALLY WEAK!
Nazi: *keeps saying things about "How can you be in form 6 if you don't know how to spell the word 'Ingkar."
Me:Okay. *hand in the new one after asking friend for the spelling*
The nazi then proceeded to crushing the piece of paper to my surprise and told me
"Ingkar is supposed to be written on the top, NOT BELOW!!" Gave me a bit of a shock, people usually correct things either on the top or the bottom, in my defense, the demerit paper didn't had any space left on top. I cancelled the word and wrote the right one below it. Bad move I guess. So I handed it to him again.
Nazi: Write the time.
Me: *ask my other friend for the time and hand in the new form*
Unfortunately, it didn't just end there. I don't know what's the problem with this teacher, he asked me;
Nazi: What's your problem now huh? Why are you acting so bossy from before until now? What exactly are you trying to prove here huh?
Me: I'm not trying to prove anything, sir. (started to look discontent then.)
Nazi: Tell me what do you want to prove, your class is one of the worse class ever, and it's because of useless leaders like YOU.
(Funny, in business studies there's no "useless leader.")
I felt wronged and I felt the need to interrupt and respond to him "SIR! I really do not have a watch." with both my hands raised, to prove that I really do not have a watch and the only way I can get the time written on the form was to ask someone else who would have a watch. Too bad he took that as being "bossy."
Nazi: you want attention? you want to be a hero? Tomorrow I'll put you up on the stage at the morning assembly.
Me: *keep repeating "No Sir" and "Yes Sir" according to questions asked, got a lot annoyed at that moment.
You Mr.Nazi, are one of the worst teachers ever in SMI. Luckily I have also seen great teachers that genuinely cared for the students at school. I should make a note to buy some gifts for those teachers for their appreciated efforts.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
New Year New Year
Today was both a fun and a hot day. D: the heat has potential to kill, but I'm not complaining, other people are having it tougher.
Went around to a few of my friend's houses today. I was the driver as usual x.x' wish I have an air conditioned car sometimes. Got the chance to see a few people's houses. It feels quite different than being at home when you're at other people's house, of course it's not a bad thing at all.
....and I just noticed I didn't bring out anything for the peeps to drink when they were at my house. Damn me. Oh how can I be so blur/forgetful/weirdly not-focused these days?! D:
Saw the DVD Mega Monster Battle: Ultra Galaxy at the last house(Jenny's) today. I NEED TO WATCH THAT RIGHT NOW! Reason why I didn't buy it myself is because I'm not going to be able to support Tsuburaya by buying Bootleg Malaysian "Originals" from local dvd companies. Yes I'd completely lost faith in local companies. Of course, others said I could just go online and download, but it makes me feel guilty. Me no want. Same reason why I didn't download my Bon Jovi Albums and went to buy it. SUPPORT! SUPPORT ULTRAMAN TARO WITH CAPES!!! HELL YES!! Then again, watching a bootleg dvd....hmp. sighs.
Went around to a few of my friend's houses today. I was the driver as usual x.x' wish I have an air conditioned car sometimes. Got the chance to see a few people's houses. It feels quite different than being at home when you're at other people's house, of course it's not a bad thing at all.
....and I just noticed I didn't bring out anything for the peeps to drink when they were at my house. Damn me. Oh how can I be so blur/forgetful/weirdly not-focused these days?! D:
Saw the DVD Mega Monster Battle: Ultra Galaxy at the last house(Jenny's) today. I NEED TO WATCH THAT RIGHT NOW! Reason why I didn't buy it myself is because I'm not going to be able to support Tsuburaya by buying Bootleg Malaysian "Originals" from local dvd companies. Yes I'd completely lost faith in local companies. Of course, others said I could just go online and download, but it makes me feel guilty. Me no want. Same reason why I didn't download my Bon Jovi Albums and went to buy it. SUPPORT! SUPPORT ULTRAMAN TARO WITH CAPES!!! HELL YES!! Then again, watching a bootleg dvd....hmp. sighs.
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
New Year
Family dinner tonight!
Have a happy chinese new year everyone! If you're not celebrating it and someone invited you over during this festive season, go over and have some fun!
"friends may be important. But families are hella important as well."
Have a happy chinese new year everyone! If you're not celebrating it and someone invited you over during this festive season, go over and have some fun!
"friends may be important. But families are hella important as well."
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